EVERYONE Did Me Wrong, I Hate America, No Respect!

I find it amazing what people really think. The most amazing thing is that there are people that think I am doing this for them, and would want to spend one second of my precious life with them. That while they all enjoy life and I live in hell year after year, someday it will be different? After all the lies, the negligence, the incompetence, the cowardice, . . .  I am sitting here waiting for them to show up? Very strange shit. I hate you fucks, with evil fucking hate. Rather be DEAD!