Tuesday, July 31, 2018

Are Your Actions Destroying or Impeding On My Mind?


Man

"Nothing can force a man to think. Others may offer him incentives or impediments, rewards or punishments, they may destroy his brain by drugs or by the blow of a club, but they cannot order his mind to function: this is in his exclusive, sovereign power. Man is neither to be obeyed nor to be commanded.

A living entity that regarded its means of survival as evil, would not survive. A plant that struggled to mangle its roots, a bird that fought to break its wings would not remain for long in the existence they affronted. But the history of man has been a struggle to deny and to destroy his mind.

~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Man

Find Someone To Give A Fuck About Your Show - I Don't


Life

"There is only one fundamental alternative in the universe: existence or non-existence - and it pertains to a single class of entities: to living organisms. the existence of inanimate matter is unconditional, the existence of life is not: it depends on a specific course of action. Matter is indestructible, it changes its forms, but it cannot cease to exist. It is only a living organism that faces a constant alternative: the issue of life or death. Life is a process of self-sustaining and self-generated action. If an organism fails in that action, it dies; its chemical elements remain, but its life goes out of  existence. It is only the concept of "Life" that makes the concept of "Value" possible. It is only to a living entity that things can be good or evil.

If a fundamental sense, stillness is the antithesis of life. Life can be kept in existence only by a constant process of self-sustaining action. the goal of that action, the ultimate value which, to be kept, must be gained through its every moment, is the organism's life."

~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Life


- I am not a slave, nor a sacrificial animal
I am a Human Being

Not Living In Hell For Iranian Shiite Terrorists, Or Anyone


Altruism - Theory

"What is the moral code of altruism? The basic principle of altruism is that man has no right to exist for his own sake, that service to others is the only justification of his existence, and that self-sacrifice is his highest moral duty, virtue and value.

Do not confuse altruism with kindness, good will or respect for the rights of others. These are not primaries, but consequences, which, in fact, altruism makes impossible. The irreducible primary of altruism, the basic absolute, is self-sacrifice - which means: self-immolation, self-abnegation, self-denial, self-destruction - which means: the self as a standard of evil, the selfless as a standard of the good. . . ."

~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Altruism


I know why I have been out here living in hell on the streets, you shall not tell me why. Important to repeat, if you're not planning on showing up to my face with a shit pile of money paying me for what I have earned, so I can use the money to seek legal help, you're showing up to the wrong woman's face. Believe me I am the angriest American woman on earth!

Do not show up to my face to tell me what has gone on, demand a love relationship, demand a friendship, only show up to pay me for what I have earned, so I can attain a lawyer and use the money to start living. There is nothing I will do until I gain my life and start thinking rationally about this whole fuck show and moving forward. I will not make irrational choices out of force.

 I am not a slave, I am not a sacrificial animal, 
I am a human being

Keep Thinking I Am Living In Hell For You To Tell My Why


How many years have I been living in hell? And how many think they shall show up to my face and tell me why I have been living in hell? Who the fuck are you? Ask yourself that every single mother fucking day. Who the fuck are you, that I live in hell, while you enjoy life and you tell my why the fuck I live in hell and not you? I am the angriest American woman on earth, good luck!

Felt The Wrath By Individuals Of 'Mercy To The Guilty . . .


"If I were rich, I would have a plaque made up, 
and sent to every judge in America, 
bearing a statement made by Adam Smith 
more than two and a half centuries ago: 
'Mercy to the guilty is cruelty to the innocent.'"


Meghan Markle I'll Be Heading To England To Visit Soon!


- Heading to England to get things straight with Meghan Markle


Meghan since you and your gang find it cool to stalk, harass, and bully me you shall see me soon in England. Real soon. Trust me Meghan I ain't into your f*** show. See you soon in England!

Sunday, July 29, 2018

7/28/18 I Got A Birthday Card And Stalkers Appeared


Yesterday was not even my birthday, but I got a birthday card. Front of the Card Said, "Happy Birthday." Inside of the card said, "Wishing you on this special birthday a day you'll love to recall - a day filled with sunshine and laughter - your very best birthday of all!" The stalkers and their birthday wishes basically come everyday. They even use your credit cards on your real birthday for $400 dinners you never consented to.

The 'love to recall' was the guy with the two dogs in Dana Point standing by the bus stop across from PDM. The guy waited around for me to leave the library and go back out and proceeded to head my way and I packed up and went somewhere else. Then a couple of his gang bangers showed up at the trolley stop by the Ritz. Then I left and guess what he is heading toward the Ritz trolley stop. Iranian terrorist gang banging stalker freak of the world. Nasty evil creature.


There was a guy that used to bring his two dogs to main beach in Laguna and take them out on paddle boards. I am fairly certain this was the same guy yesterday. I am not sure if he is Alireza Fatemi, a look a like, a relative, or just someone in the gang of evil. This guy drove a Toyota FJ like the one pictured above. I believe it was green. 



I told Alireza Fatemi an Iranian who lied to me about not being married, then threatened me with the wife he lied about to get out of my life in 2005. It's 2018. Any individual that believes this man has the right to stalk me, or think we are in a relationship for any reason, is grossly wrong. This is my life, not a collectives life that does not communicate with me. I don't, never will give a fuck about this man! Fatemi's been stalking me behind my back, my entire life.

A couple days a go when I was standing by the trolley stop at main beach to go south a man with two dogs, one small and the other large gave me $20. He had an accent, I would bet he knows Alireza Fatemi and gang. I moved to Orange County, California in 1978, boy has it changed in a weird, fucked up way. I was the first woman Doorman at the Ritz Carlton in Laguna Niguel, used to go to Salt Creek Beach before it was refurbished. Surreal to think I live on the streets here.


When I was recycling yesterday there was a Spanish guy standing by the trash cans here on the phone and it was obvious he is part of the fuck show by what he was saying. If I had a camera I would have taken his photo and put it in this article. Where ever I go they follow, all someone needs to do is follow me with a video to get all their pictures. I am not out here looking for love, nor to be told why I am out here. I know why I am out here. Iranians don't own, nor run my life!

Saturday, July 28, 2018

Alireza Fatemi Thinks He Is The Special Elite, NOT!



"The political philosophy of collectivism is based on a view of man 
as a congenital incompetent, a helpless, mindless creature 
who must be fooled and ruled by a special elite 
with some unspecified claim to superior wisdom and a lust for power."
~ Ayn Rand

~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Collectivism


But the reality is you and your gang bangers are delinquent derelicts who come from other countries that are complete shit holes, thinking you shall tell Americans how to live and run theirs. When you did nothing for the countries you came from, but dissed them. And all you have done in America is destroy and terrorize it. You don't deserve, nor belong in America or on planet earth!

Only Seeking Justice And Paid For What I Have Earned


If you think I am out here for some other reason, we are not on the same page. I have only been out here seeking justice for my personal life and issues, and also being paid for what I have earned. If you think I am seeking a relationship of any nature or to join a group, you don't have the same thinking and goals as I do. Few people I would ever associate with, after this fuck show.

The thought of kissing someone makes me vomit. The thought of dealing with another person in a relationship after this fuck show, makes me want to be dead. Had enough of crazy relationships for the rest of my life, long ago, would never be interested in dealing with another persons issues. All I have been seeking is justice, paid for what I have earned and enjoying my single normal life.

All, every single relationship is based on consent. If you are an advocate especially for the rights of women, that is one of the most important sentences. Otherwise you advocate for collectivism and the individual has no right to their life and choices. Any woman involved here thats protecting the Iranian I told to get out of my life in 2005, advocates for collectivism, not individualism.

If women right advocates truly believe this is what a woman should endure to be in a relationship, she does not want, they are more primitive, than those in most countries. I find it so bizarre that women right advocates in America, have an Iranian terrorist and his gang running them around, believing what this terrorist says, is truth, valid, facts,. . .!

I would like to think that the American women right advocates have finally gotten a first hand experience at dealing with terrorists and gang bangers. Finding out they are not nice individuals and that you must be stern with them, and make sure they understand punishment comes with consequences. Most importantly that this is a major problem in America, stop being nice!

In A Free Society All Relationships Are Based On Consent


Contracts

"In a free society, the "rights" of any group are derived from the rights of its members through their voluntary, individual choice and contractual agreement, and are merely the application of these individual rights to a specific undertaking. Every legitimate group undertaking is based on the participants' right of free association and free trade. (By "legitimate," I mean: noncriminal and freely formed, that is, a group which no one was forced to join.)

For instance, the right of an industrial concern to engage in business is derived from the right of its owners to invest their money in a productive venture - from their right to hire employees - from the right of the employees to sell their services - from the right of all those involved to produce and to sell their products - from the right of the customers to buy (or not to buy) those products. Every link of this complex chain of contractual relationships rests on individual rights, individual choices, individual agreements. Every agreement is delimited, specified and subject to certain conditions, that is, dependent upon a mutual trade to mutual benefit."

~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Contracts

They Tell Me Get A Job! I Recycle and They Gang Stalk!


The reason I chose not to get a job, no matter what job it would be, they would gang stalk me there. I cannot even go to the grocery store to turn in recycle, without being gang stalked. This is the reason I did not get a job. Because the employer and owner of whatever company I would have worked at, would have had to deal with this shit. Like all the ones I worked for in the past.

I stick my hands in nasty, gross trash cans to pull out plastic bottles, aluminum cans, and I hear people say GROSS! I walk miles to collect recycle and average between $10-20. The most I have made in one trip is $24. The whole process takes 2-3 hours. And it is amazing what people say. Especially in the evilest fuck show on earth. People are really fucking amazing!


Title of an article in the Daily Pilot
Many in 48th District Believe In Man-Made Global Warming
Commentary by, Tom Osborne

The article is all over the boards, but basically a hit at Republicans.

"My careful reading of the press in the 48th Congressional District reveals that a large swath of citizens think climate change is real and human-caused and want congressional action to combat it if we are to have a habitable planet; are concerned about climate change-induced sea-level rise along our famed coast; value the contribution of immigrants and want undocumented students (usually my top achievers) to be treated compassionately. . . "


I have been living on the streets with or without a car in the 48th district for basically the past 18 years. Dealing with terrorists and gang bangers. While the majority in the area laughed at me, snickered at me, called me a bigot, liar, lazy, loser, discriminator,  . . . I have never felt any of this compassion, that Tom says certain individuals deserve. And I was born in California.

I have consistently watched immigrants get legal help instantly, and I still don't have a lawyer to represent me in a law suit against terrorists and gang bangers. I graduated high school in Orange County, Graduated Long Beach State, could not get free money for college but immigrants did.

I find it amazing the contradiction of claiming you are worried about climate change and the #1 issue is over population. In almost every article I have read about environmental issues, time and again, the #1 issue is over population. What is the standard in the environmental arena? How many kids, how many houses, how big of houses, what kind of cars, . . . should everyone have the same to make sure no one goes over the standard? How can you evaluate the standard in every household?  The radical environmentalists go as far as saying:

- "Save the planet kill yourself!"

I find it odd that in an environmental article you also talk about being compassionate toward immigrants, because there is a contradiction if you are a true environmentalist. Many immigrant families are large. Not only large they come from countries that are in shambles and have had no education on environmental issues, and have never contributed to environmental issues in the countries they came from. So what makes you think they will care about them in America? And if they do, why do they? Because you force them to, give them goodies, . . . or because they really do care, but did not care in the countries they came from?

About a week or so ago there was an article in the Daily Pilot of a protest in front of a desalination plant in Huntington Beach. All the protesters looked like they were immigrants from countries with water so gross you can not drink it, do laundry with it, use for any purpose. They are protesting a desalination plant, that could be a huge benefit to the citizens in the countries they came from? You want to tell me they care? Fucking strange as fuck?

I am not against legal immigration. I am against illegal invasion immigration. There is a huge difference. I believe America and Americans have a right to be selective in this day and age on who immigrates to America. We do not have a duty to sabotage America at the hands of concepts such as diversity and multiculturalism. Especially by those who come from countries that are in shambles and have never contributed to building, developing or creating great environments in those countries, but feel entitled to tell Americans how to run their country. Who the fuck are you? Not someone I respect, trust, or would want in America.

I have felt the wrath of being an American and a good American at that. Trust me I am fucking over this wrath. I got a rap sheet of this fucking wrath that I want to address, and I am not a young person who took the bait long ago. I have a different view of this country today, and I am radically mad and angry. Be scared! I got a lot to address and get real fucking straight!

Friday, July 27, 2018


Title of an article in the Daily Pilot
Church Vandalism Is a Chance To 'Learn About Forgiveness'???

It is amazing to me why you need vandalism to learn about forgiveness? My first question is why do you need to forgive? But the question is answered in the article. These words were at the helm of the windows. "All creatures great and small, the lord Jesus loves them all." Even vandals, that deserve punishment, not forgiveness. That is why we have so many problems in the world.

Do you know if this happened at a Mosque they would probably investigate it as a hate crime. Which this could be considered after what I have been through here in Orange County, California.

I am so glad I learned about philosophy and what I believed in the past that was a hindrance to my life. Yes it looks like since I did not forgive bad things continue to happen. But it is not because I will not forgive, it is because those that do forgive, forgive terrible people that deserve punishment and not forgiveness.

If you consistently feel sorry and guilty for terrible people and do not punish those that deserve punishment you will have vandals that will be happy to break your beautiful windows cause they know you will forgive them.  Forgiveness is an idea that should not be handed out like candy. It should be thoroughly thought out depending on the degree of error. Forgiveness is not a virtue!


Must Be Nice
To Be A
Hezbollah
Terrorist
In 
Laguna Beach

Alireza Fatemi Was That Faheim W/The Hezbollah Crew?


Meghan Markle and Amal Clooney do you know the Hezbollah terrorists below?


Caution:

Hasan Izz-Al-Din was indicted for his role in planning and participating in the June 14, 1985, hijacking of a commercial airliner which resulted in the assault on various passengers and crew members, and the murder of one United States citizen.

Wonder if Hasan Izz-Al-Din was strolling the boardwalk yesterday with Faheim? There were 4-5 guys with Faheim yesterday all somewhat tall and no beards. Hasan looks similar to a couple of the guys. I said something about Faheim being a leader of the Saudi Hezbollah movement.





Caution:

Abdelkarim Hussein Mohamed Al-Nasser has been indicted in the Eastern District of Virginia for the June 25, 1996, bombing of the Khobar Towers military housing complex in Dhahran, Kingdom of Saudi Arabia.
While I live on the streets and dig in nasty trash cans to recycle, terrorists like the above stroll by acting cool. They also play volleyball and basketball at main beach. Must be nice to be a terrorist in America! Wonder if this new short Asian playing volleyball is part of the terrorist club? They should have a sign terrorist central! Sign for the weekend.


- Must be nice to be a terrorist in Laguna

Thursday, July 26, 2018

I Am Waiting For Any Of You? Who The FUCK Are YOU!


Let me tell you this I don't give a fuck who the fuck you are. Not a fuck and never would. Get over yourself. I would never forgive any fuck on this earth for what you did here, it is past that point, was on 1/1/2018! I hate you fucks. All you fucks that think you are so fucking rad, I hate you, would never respect your fuck.

There is nothing that will ever change my mind regarding this fuck show, nothing fucks, nothing. There is one person on this earth, that believes every single one of you is an evil fuck. I hate you. You do not understand how long I have been yelling and all the people that dissed me. Over the world. Over you all.

EVERYONE Did Me Wrong, I Hate America, No Respect!


I find it amazing what people really think. The most amazing thing is that there are people that think I am doing this for them, and would want to spend one second of my precious life with them. That while they all enjoy life and I live in hell year after year, someday it will be different? After all the lies, the negligence, the incompetence, the cowardice, . . .  I am sitting here waiting for them to show up? Very strange shit. I hate you fucks, with evil fucking hate. Rather be DEAD!

Alireza Fatemi The Iranian Gang Stalking Terrorist


Guess who showed up at the grocery store this morning while I was there returning my recycles that I dig out of nasty trash cans, while I live on the streets? The same little Iranian lady that was there about a week ago buying cleaning products. Driving a white jeep Cherokee license 7XOY751. Was at the grocery store between 7-7:30 AM so there is video of her shopping there.

They swarm me when I do recycle, thinking they are so relevant to my life and world. Can you fucking imagine. I have been living on the streets in a car, or without a car close to 18 years. While muslims instantly get a lawyer for social justice issues, I still do not have a lawyer in America, the country I was born in.

Last night the police came to talk to me about my yelling, and when they left I said the show will be over soon and end with fireworks. One of the officers said fireworks are illegal. Trust me all these fucks on the FBIs list strolling around your town enjoying life and you want to tell me about being illegal? Let me laugh!!!

While I sit in the library and listen to Alireza Fatemi's gang bangers talk about a new revolution, when they have been destroying and killing their entire lives. Felt this gangs hell since 1979. And you all laughed at me, snickered at me, called me a bigot, a racist, a discriminator, a loser, lazy, liar, . . . While Meghan Markle who recently married Prince Harry, has her gang stalk me trying to indicate The English Royal family is the problem.

Alireza Fatemi is Meghan Markle a relative, girlfriend, or wife? Alireza Fatemi Is Amal Clooney a relative, girlfriend, or wife? Alireza Fatemi any evidence that you know or have known Meghan Markle, or Amal Clooney, or any of their family or friends? Alireza Fatemi the Iranian who has been gang stalking me and destroying my life since 1979. Alireza Fatemi do you know Yaser Said and his family?


- FBIs most wanted: Yaser Said

Caution:

Yaser Abdel Said is wanted for his alleged involvement in the murders of his two teenaged daughters. The girls died of multiple gunshot wounds on January 1, 2008, in Irving, Texas.
- I know the hell these two beautiful young ladies lived in. HELL
The father that killed them stalks me while I live on the streets!

*Saw Yaser out this morning taking a walk on the boardwalk. Yaser works and lives in town. Saw Yaser's sister out this morning also. She usually walks every morning, coming in from the canyon, goes to the boardwalk and heads south down the beach. Yaser's brothers own Adonis. The whole family lives and works in town. Go buy another gyro from Adonis and contribute to this family while I live in hell. 


Yaser Said sister started stalking me at a Toastmasters group, now stalks me on the boardwalk


Wednesday, July 25, 2018

Psychology of Altruism - Hatred For Man and His Mind


Altruism Psychology 

"The advocates of mysticism are motivated not by a quest for truth, but by hatred for man's mind;
the advocates of altruism are motivated not by compassion for suffering, but by hatred for man's life.

It is obvious why the morality of altruism is a tribal phenomenon. Prehistorical men were physically unable to survive without clinging to a tribe for leadership and protection against other tribes. The cause of altruism's perpetuation into civilized eras is not physical, but psycho-epistemological: the men of self-arrested, perceptual mentality are unable to survive without tribal leadership and "protection" against reality. The doctrine of self-sacrifice does not offend them: they have no sense of self or of personal value-they do not know what it is that they are asked to sacrifice - they have no firsthand inkling of such things as intellectual integrity, love of truth, personally chosen values, or a passionate dedication to an idea. When they hear injunctions against "selfishness," they believe that what they must renounce is the brute, mindless whim-worship of a tribal lone wolf.

Observe that it is not the mindless brute, but reason, intelligence, ability, merit, self-confidence, self-esteem that they are out to destroy.

The psychological results of altruism may be observed in the fact that a great many people approach the subject of ethics by asking such questions as: "Should one risk one's life to help a man who is: a) drowning, b) trapped in a fire, c) stepping in front of a speeding truck, d) hanging by his fingernails over an abyss?" Consider the implications of that approach. If a man accepts the ethics of altruism, he suffers the following consequences (in proportion to the degree of his acceptance):

1. Lack of self-esteem - since his first concern in the realm of values is not how to live his life, but how to sacrifice it.

2. Lack of respect for others - since he regards mankind as a herd of doomed beggars crying for someone's help.

3. A nightmare view of existence - since he believes that men are trapped in a "malevolent universe" where disasters are the constant and primary concern of their lives.

4. And, in fact, a lethargic indifference to ethics, a hopelessly cynical amorality - since his questions involve situations which he is not likely ever to encounter, which bear no relation to the actual problems of his own life and thus leave him to live without any moral principles whatever."

~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Altruism Psychology 

Started Seeking Justice In 2005, It Is 2018, I Don't CARE




I am an 'I' not a 'We' and this situation is exactly why someone like myself cannot get justice in America. Perfect example of the why of it all. My life does not belong to any collective. I am not in a Star Wars fuck show. If you truly believe I give a fuck about America, Americans or the world I promise you I don't!

Now go enjoy your life, really go enjoy your life, while I live in fucking hell! Why am I living in fucking hell? Why don't I have a lawyer in the state and country I was born in? Why are you solving a problem you did not acknowledge and also supported and protected? Ask yourselves that everyday. Ask yourselves why in fucking hell I should care, while you enjoy life. I don't!

- I promise ALL I do not have any game, none.  

It is so disgusting the entire fuck show. Glad to see Ruby at coffee this Wednesday morning, you can let Ruby know I won't be showing up at coffee anymore. She can hang out at the circle everyday from now on, she won't see me there. I got better things to do with my life. Not out here to be a leader, that's why I have no problem writing shit that wouldn't allow me to be a leader. 

All I have been trying to do since 2005 is seek a lawyer to remove an Iranian from my life, so I can be a productive individual. Iranians don't own my life, nor run my life, nor tell me shit. They are not my problem solvers, investigators, lawyers, advisers, . . .  They are gang stalkers, that destroy and terrorize good Americans. That is all these Iranians do, with Asians and others. 

- Iranians are the reason I am angry at America and Americans

Tuesday, July 24, 2018

To All Involved In This Fuck Show - It Won't End Good!



Identify Those Who Carry Target Bags For A Purpose




Alireza Fatemi, Meghan Markle, and gang do you know the Asian that just left the library in a older white benz license plate 6WBV467? The Dana Point library? He was carrying a target bag? He was in the library when I got here, just left 10 minutes ago. I think he was on computer 16.

I wonder if this Asian knows the Asian lady Fatemi was with when he lied to me in 2004 that he was going to his brothers house, and I saw him driving around with some Asian lady. Or does he know the Asian lady that was at his brothers house the day I was looking for Fatemi?

I Look Forward To Proving To The World I Don't CARE!




There is no amount of money, rewards, fame, love, anything, or anyone that shall change my mind about how I want this to end. I know how I want this to end. Because the way it went down!

I Will Never Care About America After This Fuck Show


Appeasement 

"Do not confuse appeasement with tactfulness or generosity. Appeasement is not consideration for the feelings of others, it is consideration for and compliance with the unjust, irrational and evil feelings of others. It is a policy of exempting the emotions of others from moral judgment, and of willingness to sacrifice innocent, virtuous victims to the evil malice of such emotions.

The truly and deliberately evil men are a very small minority; it is the appeaser who unleashes them on mankind; it is the appeaser's intellectual abdication that invites them to take over. When a culture's dominant trend is geared to irrationality, the thugs win over the appeasers. When the intellectual leaders fail to foster the best in the mixed, unformed, vacillating character of people at large, the thugs are sure to bring out the worst. When the ablest men turn into cowards, the average men turn into brutes."

~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Appeasement


I am not on the evil man's team who created this, nor am I on anyone's team. Want to be dead, don't want anything to do with one person on earth. You shall never change my mind, ever!

Over Living In Hell While You Enjoy Life, Be Scared!




The little Iranian lady showed up at Pavilions grocery store this morning waiting for me by the bathrooms at around 7-7:15 AM. I believe she knows Meghan Markle. She acted like we are friends, was purchasing cleaning supplies, told the cashier she was going to clean up a house that had been vacant or not used in awhile. She also had a vase of flowers not sure if they were real or not, but sunflowers and roses I believe. These people are fucking amazing!

MEGHAN MARKLE
IS A 
SHIITE
TERRORIST

Meghan how are you going to sue me for defamation of character, when you are presently trying to set up the royal family and Prince Harry for sleeping with kids? The sign will be made visible, just wanted to show you I don't got game. Be warned Meghan, I am over your stalkers following me around trying to indicate the royals sleep with kids. 

America and the world I don't got game with any single person, I mean that. I hate the people who started this fuck show, but I am over this fuck show and living in hell while you all enjoy life. You shall find that out real soon. All hell is coming your way, all fucking hell. Get real everyone I don't have to live and I promise you I am over the fuck show. Watch!

- I don't give a fuck about America, or Americans NOT a fuck!

You chose to handle this beyond negligent and I am fucking over the entire show. It is not important that I live, I was not the stupid negligent person, you all were. Get real America and Americans I hate you all. Watch all your names go on cardboard and what I have to say. You are fucking EVIL! Trust me I am over watching stupid negligent fuck enjoy life!

- This will not end good. 

Monday, July 23, 2018

I Hate America, Americans I Could Never Forgive Them!




I hate America and Americans because of their gross negligence on my life regarding an Iranian Islamic terrorist and his gang. I have been yelling since 2005 about a violently abusive Iranian, it is 2018 and I am over living in hell while you enjoy life.

-You do not deserve to enjoy life and I mean that with conviction

But you are enjoying life at my expense because of your stupidity. What makes me really fucking mad is you laughed at me, snickered at me, called me a bigot, a discriminator, liar, lazy, loser while I lived in hell and was gang stalked by evil terrorist.

Not only that you dished out money to people who did not deserve it and are and were part of the problem, but never paid me what I earned. Shame the fuck on you! You still have not been able to identify an emergency because of your ignorance

Every single person involved in this fuck show is the destroyer of America. But more importantly of the really good Americans, while you ignore the evil terrorists. Never taking any actions towards the evil, none, utterly none. And you think I give a fuck, or should about America?

The depth of evil on my life in this fuck show, while you all enjoyed life, is WRONG! Wrong because I made the right choices, you made terrible choices. I could not forgive you for how this was handled. You can't tell people to think, but the depth of thinking here, was ludicrous!

- I hate America, I don't give a fuck about America, not a fuck!

Death To The English Royal Family and Meghan Markle




A message to the English Royal family and Meghan this is a death threat by me towards you all. If you think I am into your fuck show on my life, because you were grotesquely negligent about your own affairs you are fucking wrong fucks!

While Meghan Markle has her gang stalk me here in Laguna Beach, California trying to indicate Prince Harry puts his dick in kids, Meghan and Harry run around like they are in love. What a fucking mockery. While I live in the greatest hell with all these fucks stalking me. Death to you!

I could and never would respect the English Royal family for how they handled this fuck show, with Meghan Markle a black nigger Islamic terrorist. Shame the fuck on you and death to you all!

Americans Grossly Negligent Stupid Fuck In This Show




I have the greatest hate for America and Americans. May this country be destroyed for what you did to my life. I hate you fucks with utter conviction. Death and destruction to you all.

Important To Protect My Mind - How - Not Giving A Fuck!


- You didn't give a fuck about America, I did. Fuck you all!


Thought/Thinking 

"Thinking is a delicate, difficult process, which man cannot perform unless knowledge is his goal, logic is his method, and the judgment of his mind is his guiding absolute. Thought requires selfishness, the fundamental selfishness of a rational faculty that places nothing above the integrity of its own function.

A man cannot think if he places something - anything - above his perception of reality. He cannot follow the evidence unswevingly or uphold his conclusions intransigently, while regarding compliance with other men as his moral imperative, self-abasement as his highest virtue, and sacrifice as his primary duty. He cannot use his brain while surrendering his sovereignty over it, i.e., while accepting his neighbors as its owner and term-setter."

~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Thought/Thinking


Reason

"Man's mind is his basic means of survival - and of self-protection. Reason is the most selfish human faculty: it has to be used in and by a man's own mind, and its product - truth - makes him inflexible, intransigent, impervious to the power of any pack or any ruler. Deprived of the ability to reason, man becomes a docile, pliant, impotent chunk of clay, to be shaped into any subhuman form and used for any purpose by anyone who wants to bother.

Power-seekers have always known that if men are to be made submissive, the obstacle is not their feelings, their wishes or their "instincts," but their minds; if men are to be ruled, then the enemy is reason."

~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Reason


How are you going to make me care about something, after what you did to my life, while you thoroughly enjoyed yours? Mother fucking how? Ask yourselves that every fucking day. I mean this I don't give a fuck what happens to anyone or anything, not after what you did here.

I don't give a fuck about America you need to find some slave and sacrificial animal that does. Trust me what you are doing and have been doing, I promise you I do not give a fuck. Going to put this in print. America and Americans need to get real about what the fuck I am saying here.

  • I don't give a fuck if every kid in America is violently raped, tortured and murdered for what you did to my life. Get real fucks. 
  • I don't care what happens to America, for what you did to my life, get real fucks.
  • I don't give a fuck about anything, you were grossly negligent in this fuck show
  • I don't give a fuck if you all die and are destroyed, get real fucks. 
  • Every single person in this fuck show is the reason why this country has become a shit fuck hole. I don't give a fuck about America, and neither did you.
  • While you sit here and play games with black niggers like Meghan Markle who is an Islamic terrorist, enjoy your life and go on vacations, I live in hell and have been for a long time. I don't give a fuck! Get real royal ass family. You can fuck with each other, but you are fucking with me also. I hate all of you, especially the black nigger Meghan!
  • While Meghan Markle has her stalkers, stalk me in Laguna Beach, California trying to indicate Prince Harry puts his dick in kids, she runs around looking all glamorous and important. Meghan Markle is an Islamic terrorist, not a decent human being!
  • The only way Meghan Markle, Alireza Fatemi, Amal Clooney can be famous is by setting others up for heinous crimes such as sex acts with kids. They are terrorists!
  • America I promise you do not put it past me to do something so over your lies. I mean that so over the fuck show. I do not care about America!
  • The women right advocates in America are the stupidest fuck on earth! Must be said!

You should have cared long ago, that is on you not me. Wake up and get real! 


Sunday, July 22, 2018

Either Slay The Silencers By Not Obeying, Or Be Silenced


Founding Fathers

"The basic premise of the Founding Fathers was man's right to his own life, to his own liberty, to the pursuit of his own happiness - which means: man's right to exist for his own sake, neither sacrificing himself to others nor sacrificing others to himself; and that the political implementation of this right is a society where men deal with one another as traders, by voluntary exchange to mutual benefit."

~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Founding Fathers


It is 2018 I have been yelling about a radical infringement upon my rights, in a country founded upon freedom close to 250 years ago. Are you going to continue to be silenced, by the diversity and multicultural terrorists? I will not! Many of you took the bait hook line and sinker, but you have the choice to change course. By moral default they got you with your heart, made you feel sorry, guilty for a show they created for personal gain that has nothing to do with freedom and rights.

I address those that might think I have been issuing a warning with validity, to really think about what I have been saying. Don't let the silencers tell you I am a bigot, discriminator, hater, because I want my justice. It is time to tell the silencers justice matters! In America women are equal under law, we are not fourth class citizens like women are defined under sharia. I want my justice from what an Iranian Muslim did to my life. He belongs in prison for life.

What I have been stating must and I say must be taken seriously in America. Before it is too late. It must start to be addressed radically. Not in silence, but in radical form. I'm not joking when I say this. A bold message should start being circulated, we're not going to be silenced because of your traditions, culture, religion, whatever,  . . . No we are going to get loud and radical about this. And you can call us all kinds of names, they are not relevant, freedom and rights are relevant!

The Illusion/Delusion Many Have Of Their True Identity


Consumerism

"You propose to establish a social order based on the following tenets:

  • That you're incompetent to run your own life, but competent to run the lives of others 
  • That you're unfit to exist in freedom, but fit to become an omnipotent ruler
  • That you're unable to earn your living by the use of your own intelligence, but able to judge politicians and to vote them into jobs of total power over arts you have never seen, over sciences you have never studied, over achievements of which you have no knowledge, over the gigantic industries where you, 
  • By your own definition of your capacity, would be unable successfully to fill the job of assistant greaser."


~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Consumerism

Saturday, July 21, 2018

Important To Repeat: Double Standard Hypocrisy Shows


I Hate America
 Death To America, England, The World

The above are metaphors for the people who have been destroying my life and world. I have been seeking justice since 2005 for their actions and hatred towards my life. Americans have called me a liar, lazy, loser, crazy, insane, get a job, . . .! But when I hold signs with these messages, I am hated, told to get out of this country, . . .! But they don't tell those who really do hate America to get out of this country. They reward them, hand them money, bend over backward for them, protect them from bigotry, discrimination, give them legal assistance,  . . .! 

But they hate me, a good American who wants her justice!


"Historians of the future will have a hard time figuring out 
how so many organized groups of strident jackasses 
succeeded in leading us around by the nose 
and morally intimidating the majority into silence."
~ Thomas Sowell

I Am Over Watching People Enjoy Life - Be Scared!


This good American is over this fuck show, and now I am Americas worst enemy. Fucking over you all. Nothing would, or will register in incompetent, negligent minds, but trust me I don't give a fuck about anything. Not a fuck. I don't care if all those who have thoroughly enjoyed life die, are destroyed, burned down, fucked up, I don't give a fuck!

I am not on anyone's team. You have allowed a man and his gang to continue this fuck show, and I am over ALL, every single person on this earth! Many think one specific individual should endure a grotesque amount of evil insanity, and you are terrible judges to a persons well-being. All day, everyday people swarm me with non valued bullshit, terrorizing my life and mind!

When I write here and talk about Death to America and England the Iranian pops up things in agreement, while he runs around telling the world England is the destroyer? He gets so excited when I say Death To America, but then he says it is England who is the problem to America? What the fuck! There is evidence that he agrees to Death to America, while blaming England!

I hate everyone because of this Iranian who has been terrorizing my entire life. I hate this Iranian and would love to kill his ass right this second. Would love to torture this Iranian viciously and violently for a long time, until the mother fucker is DEAD! This is a death threat on him!

I Hate America
Death To America, England, The World

The above are metaphors for the people who have been destroying my life and world. I have been seeking justice since 2005 for their actions and hatred towards my life. Americans have called me a liar, lazy, loser, crazy, insane, get a job,  . . .! But when I hold signs with these messages, I am hated, told to get out of this country, . . .! But they don't tell those who really do hate America to get out of this country. They reward them, hand them money, bend over backward for them, protect them from bigotry, discrimination,  . . .! Can you fucking imagine!

Whatever you think is acceptable for someone else's life, it is acceptable for your life. Never, ever forget that. If you think someone should endure something but not you, you are a terrible fucking human being and I would never want shit to do with your fuck. You better understand that!

It will never cease to amaze me that because of others stupidity for years on end, someone else has to suffer. And now they think they are entitled to solve the problem! Can you fucking imagine. If you are disgusted by my profanity here, profanity is mandatory in this fuck show!

Think I am looking for love? When are you going to show up to find out why the fuck I have been living in hell? Be ready to be viciously and violently attacked when you do show up!

Friday, July 20, 2018


Altruism in Practice

"Observe what this beneficiary-criterion of [the altruist] morality does to a man's life. The first thing he learns is that morality is his enemy: he has nothing to gain from it, he can only lose; self-inflicted loss, self-inflicted pain and the gray, debilitating pall of an incomprehensible duty is all that he can expect. He may hope that others might occasionally sacrifice themselves for his benefit, as he grudgingly sacrifices himself for theirs, but he knows that the relationship will bring mutual resentment, not pleasure-and that, morally, their pursuit of values will be like an exchange of unwanted, unchosen Christmas presents, which neither is morally permitted to buy for himself. Apart from such times as he manages to perform some act of self-sacrifice, he possesses no moral significance: morality takes no cognizance of him and has nothing to say to him for guidance in the crucial issues of his life; it is only his own personal, private, "selfish" life and, as such, it is regarded either as evil or, at best, amoral."

~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Altruism in Practice

If You Think You Are Relevant To My Life, You Are NOT!


You would never acknowledge your grotesque negligence, 
but you should. I felt it!

Death To America, Americans, England and The World!

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Thursday, July 19, 2018

Alireza Fatemi, Amal Clooney, Meghan Markle - Terrorists


Alireza Fatemi an Iranian shiite Islamic terrorist, his pals, Amal Clooney and Meghan Markle are trying to impress the masses they are all about freedom and the principles America was founded upon. While trying to portray England as the nemesis to America and the world. While Fatemi and gang daily terrorize Americans and individuals around the world.

What they seek is power lust to destroy America!

My Philosophy Can Nail A Trickster, How About Yours?




Philosophy

"Philosophy studies the fundamental nature of existence, of man, and of man's relationship to existence. As against the special sciences, which deal only with particular aspects, philosophy deals with those aspects of the universe which pertain to everything that exists. In the realm of cognition, the special sciences are the trees, but philosophy is the soil which makes the forest possible.

Philosophy is the science that studies the fundamental aspect of the nature of existence. The task of philosophy is to provide man with a comprehensive view of life. This view serves as a base, a frame of reference, for all his actions, mental or physical, psychological or existential. This view tells him the nature of the universe with which he has to deal (metaphysics); the means by which he is to deal with it, i.e., the means of acquiring knowledge (epistemology); the standards by which he is to choose his goals and values, in regard to his own life and character (ethics) - and in regard to society (politics); the means of concertizing this view is given to him by esthetics.

In order to live, man must act; in order to act, he must make choices; in order to make choices, he must define a code of values; in order to define a code of values, he must know what he is and where he is - i.e., he must know his own nature (including his means of knowledge) and the nature of the universe in which he acts - i.e., he needs metaphysics, epistemology, ethics, which means: philosophy. He cannot escape from this need; his only alternative is whether the philosophy guiding him is to be chosen by his mind or by chance.

Just as a man's actions are preceded and determined by some form of idea in his mind, so a society's existential conditions are preceded and determined by the ascendancy of a certain philosophy among those whose job is to deal with ideas.

The events of any given period of history 
are the result of the thinking of the preceding period.

The power that determines the establishment, the changes, the evolution, and the destruction of social systems is philosophy. The role of chance, accident, or tradition, in this context, is the same as their role in the life of an individual: their power stands in inverse ration to the power of a culture's (or an individual's) philosophical equipment, and grows as philosophy collapses. It is, therefore, by reference to philosophy that the character of a social system has to be defined and evaluated.

The present state of the world is not the proof of philosophy's impotence, but the proof of philosophy's power. It is philosophy that has brought men to this state - it is only philosophy that can lead them out.

~ Found at Ayn Rand Lexicon - Philosophy


I find it so amusing tricksters, frauds, gang bangers, terrorists, criminals and the like think they shall fool my arse. The hardest thing to accomplish when dealing with men and women of the mind, is fooling and schooling them. Men and women of the mind would never hand over their thinking, nor life to an arse. They would back them into a wall and corner their arses.

If You Recycle Leave The Area Better Than You Found It!


I know why many don't like people to recycle for the mere fact, many who recycle leave trash cans in shambles. Many on the streets are there for self negligent reasons. Whether they abused alcohol, drugs, sex, or have a criminal background, . . .  if you don't respect yourself, you will not respect anything else. Good individuals like myself are hinder by the bad, many feel sorry for.

Wednesday, July 18, 2018

Its Illegal To Recycle Cans/Plastic - But Legal To Be Illegal


Bizarre that begging for money and things in front of stores is legal, but putting your hands in nasty trash cans to recycle cans, plastic, . . . and walk miles to turn them in for cash, to earn money is illegal. Bizarre that showing up at the boarder and demanding entry into the United States, asking for financial assistance from the government is legal, but putting your hands in nasty dirty trash cans to recycle, is illegal.

My parents never taught me to be a bigot. I went to school in Southern California with many Mexicans, never did I have a dislike for them, or anyone from other cultures. Foreigners are the ones that started a war on my life behind my back in 1979. Everyday I live like this the hate I have gets more radical. Don't ever tell me how to behave, or how to feel after this evil insane situation.


- Jose Antonio Barroso


The Mexican guy this morning that hangs out at coffee and looks like he is on the FBIs list did not like my sign, "Illegal To Recycle, Legal To Be Illegal." I never in my life terrorized or stalked a Mexican! How many Mexicans terrorize Mexicans every day? Mexicans terrorize their own kind. Mexican journalists are killed for writing about the evil Mexicans do, to others Mexicans.

It is a crime to recycle and earn money by your own production while enduring a challenging situation. They would rather have you become dependent on the social system of general relief and food stamps, or begging for money than going around in one of the most eco-environmental towns and recycle plastic and cans to earn your own money. They say it is disturbing the beach goers peace to recycle, but begging them for money does not disturb their peace. Bizarre!

Tuesday, July 17, 2018

Peculiar, To Me Really Bizarre, Free Korans At The Beach


I believe in the first amendment, but I find it bizarre that the beach is a place you advocate for a religion. Especially a religion where women are to be fully covered. The first day I saw this table there was a woman with everything covered except the eyes. Yesterday a woman with everything covered except the face.

But isn't it odd that you hand out free Korans, while half naked people are walking by? Something is bizarre about this location and handing out a religious book. Does not make sense.

Monday, July 16, 2018

I Am Not In A Star Wars Fuck Show, Nor Any Competition!




I am not living on the streets in some reality competition, I never signed up for. I have been on the streets for a very long time because of Iranian shiite Islamic terrorists, who gang stalk American women. You must be able to probably define and identify things, or problems will arise.

I am a trader and I earn my keep. I personally hate the word dream. I know what I want, I do not dream. If you think you know what I want, but do not communicate with me, you got problems!



dream
drēm/
noun
  1. 1.
    a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep.

    "I had a recurrent dream about falling from great heights"

    synonyms:REM sleepM